It's been a long while, so busy have I been with my work and O.U. course that I would feel I'd lost my way were not the thread waiting for me.....
Seriously it has been five months since I updated and it has gone in a blur. The highlight of the intervening period has been a poetry reading for Slackfolk - a folk music group that meets in Colchester that very kindly guested me to read and afforded the biggest audience I've yet faced, up there, alone, just me and the mike. It's a funny feeling and yet somehow so very necessary, a chance to slough off a skin or two and face myself alone in public.....
Python and Dove
Side winding on a moment
The emboldened tongueExposes hidden form
Love uncoils
In strange new ways
Gifting
pleasure storm
Sloughs its skin
A heartbeat missedThe python and the dove
Slithering helpless
In surrender
On the forked tongued peaks of love
Now, what is interesting about that is in my last post this thought thread was called "Raven and Dove" and hopefully the new version demonstrates the writing process in action. An initial idea, growing and changing to become something else filled, in this case, with snake imagery.
Ethereal Peaks
The wildest sea resides within
A white capped storm of longingEthereal peaks of magnificence
Found in hopeless striving
Slow the world, too fast it turns
The moment defining all I am
Such a pale illusion cannot last
No inner grasp of time unfolding
Another interesting aspect of time constraint is the short poem. You don't need a long rambling discourse to say something that is on your heart
Preparation
My heart beats with an agonised lilt
Round and round the shining lightLeaving gold dust from my wings
Upon the sweet bloom of your lips
Sprinkling frankinsense
Until I can no longer fly....
One of my greatest influences is Emily Dickinson and she never wrote "long". I figure if I can just manage five percent of her genius.....
On My Skin
I read letters from the dead
Fear traps me, fly like, in its webI look upon the stars with dread
Knowing my earthly course
Is but a footnote to the universe
I briefly illuminate
The spreading cloak of time
Such a shrinking lot definesThe spreading cloak of time
The pale flame I lit for you
Burns against the darknessAs quietly I meditate
But cannot feel it on my skin.
My latest "collection", in the loosest sense of the term, is currently labouring under the title "Apotheosis" or roughly the process of translating something (or someone) into a god or goddess. Perhaps this is something we all do at some point or another in our lives as we seek (or strive to fulfill our lives purpose) in finding the "magical other".
Bloom
There is a new flower in the field
A lovelier bloom than all beforeThere is a new flower in the field
She turns bright petals to the sun
Whilst her lover sings in solitude
No greater pleasure can there be
Than see her carpel opened wideSweet inner sanctum, holy ground
Love's fragrant altar for sacrifice
Who, or what, is the "magical other" to you? What does he or she or it look like? Do you want to write about or articulate that emotion? I would encourage you to do so.....
I’m on the outside looking in
Watching as your footprints
On the shifting sands of time
Are washed away
Intently listening from a distance
An ear pressed to the groundI'm like a piece of flotsam
Lost and found
I'm a face in the rear-view
From the place of the skull
When there was wailing
And gnashing of teeth
I'm still reaping the harvest
Of summers pastInadequate encounters
All too brief
You tarried for a season
Passed your darkest hourNow like a sated vixen
Gone to ground
Mark Harris has asserted his right under
To be identified as the author of this work.